I need to take a break from Blogging. However I shall be back shortly with a new look..

I spent the evening packing up my studio and clearing my room out. It is almost time to say goodbye to the room where I first discovered making music. Very soon, those boxes will be open, and another room, another incarnation of my studio will be up and running.

I wonder what kind of music I’m going to make in the new studio.

Now dear readers, you must find it interesting that I talk about my music yet you cant hear it.

Soon… soon.. you will hear it. I’m sure you will like it.

Today, I have been thinking about the flats I have been to view to date. Most of them are female dominated flats and they usually tell me ‘ After thinking it over, we think we should get another girl in. Sorry! ‘

Any solid offers I have had are from flats which are not clean and run by men who don’t know how to cut their nails or flush a toilet.

‘ Aye, the room is yours if you want it. It would be great so we kin aw come hame n hav a smoke at night ‘

The above is the latest example of ‘ Yes, we would like you to stay! ‘

I would rather live with female flatmates because they are tidy, clean and appreciate the need for space more. However its pretty sad that many think that all men are slobs and disrupt the pyjama parties they have.

So, as I am very tall and have good legs, I am now considering placing a room wanted ad:

27 year old Transvestite looking for cheap double room as I’m saving for the big op. I am very feminine and wish to have cosy nights in with the girls and wild nights out with the boys. I accommodate all. Very friendly, looking to share with females only as they understand and I could model for them if they have Ann Summers nights.

Its been one of those days where ‘If only…. ‘ and ‘What if…. ‘ are the only things discussed. We said goodbye to mum as it was the day of her funeral, and afterwards we spent the aftermath quietly contemplating about recent times.

A bereavement always brings up those questions. They are questions that one can ask forever and a day without answer. I guess it is part of the healing process to move on with everything until the pain resides and the dead become in some way immortal.

People do not die completely, they live on in our minds and when you tell others about them, they are not too far away.

I have been looking around for a flat share. Some of the places I have been are not what is advertised regarding the condition of the double room or the people who occupy the abode. Obviously one cant get one with everybody, but one cant get on with people who lie in their advertisement. In order not to spoil their lies, I wont be naming any names!

However I have a good chuckle at some of the adverts,

especially the ones that contain:
‘ Must be free spirited and gay friendly ‘

Well, If I was looking to allow someone share my place, the last thing on my mind would be the potential flatmate’s sexuality or spirit, so my mock advert would be like this:

I cant pay the bills in my flat, so I have a room that can be slept in for £300 pcm (including bills ). Non smoker preffered who is tidy and clean. I don’t care if you bat for the other side, so I’m gay or hetero or asexually
friendly as long as you pay the rent and flush the toilet. Bring your own Anusol. Flat is nice and clean. I am quiet, boring, occasionally enthusiastic. Oh you don’t care and I don’t care about you!! Just come have a look at the room, and pay me the rent if you want it!

And what is a semi professional? A student who works in a bar?